I am meeting Darren Criss next month. Finally. After all these years. And I really hope I can manage to keep my shit together and not just lose it in front of him. I never have a problem holding myself together and remaining calm. But meeting Darren might just be one step too far. I am so excited/nervous that 90% of the time when I start to think about what that encounter will be like, I feel sick. Someone reassure me that I am not going to be a total spaz and embarass myself, please.